No Change

3 months of Femara.  2 months of getting my hopes up.  1 month of no ovulation.  0 change.  I have so many different  emotions:  Failure, sadness, anger, exhaustion, emptiness, heartbreak.  Feelings of wanting to give up, wanting to push forward, wanting an answer, wishing for a baby, wishing for an end.  My life is at a stand still, while everyone around me is bustling around; their lives changing and growing.  Don't know how to move forward, without that family I dream of and pray for.  Never thought it would be this hard.